A new beginning…

Alhamdulillah… I finally got a space to voice out everything that I felt inside without fear. All these while I am scared to write my personal stories online…just in case I would be recognized by any of the family members…or maybe friends.. and it is such a humiliation when the whole world knows that I am actually living a pathethic life. I don’t know why I didn’t come out with this idea of using a nickname before… or maybe before this I was too busy to write. Thank God for this new job which gives me more free time to express myself in my personal room online…

It’s Sunday today…alhamdulillah, I’m still alive. I have to work today and I’m actually fine with it. Some people just hate to work on weekends but not me. I love to work on weekends. Reason? Well, this means that I don’t have to go to my in-law’s place and I definitely do not have to face my lady boss who is quite ‘tsunami’…hehehehehe…

I’m not in a very good mood today… I overslept! i was suppossed to work at 7am and I woke up at 07.15am! Quickly, without even brushing my teeth, I called office and told my colleague from the night shift that I’ll be slightly late. After that I had a speed-bath ans so does my hubby. we then rush to KL and he was driving like an ambulance driver..as if I was going to deliver a baby! Gosh!

There’s not much work to do today…not much calls to answer… and here I am, writting this very first blog for my site… I’m a bit frustrated that I got my period just now… But, taking it in a positive side, maybe Allah just dont want me to have baby now coz He knows that I am not ready to shoulder a big responsibility.